LAYOUT THEME: take me away.
LAYOUT CREATED WITH: photoshop cs2. notepad.
LAYOUT CREATED BY: leslie pham.
My brother picked up a 69' Chevy Nova on Saturday. Pictures will probably be posted on the other blog once my brother figures out that I've already uploaded them to his computer. Yay for new projects.
So, I was cleaning up at work today after my shift was over. I looked up randomly to see Santa walk by followed by three elves. I don't know why they decided to dress as santa and elves, but you guys are pretty awesome. At least you stayed warm today. lol.
Speaking of work.. One time, a group of boys, maybe around 8-10 years old, walked up with one of the kids mom's and asked about our photos. So, I went through the whole promotion and prices, the usual crap. By then, the kids are yelling and screaming that they want to dress in the 1902's zoot suits. One kid in particular turned to me and with a serious, determined look asked, "do you guys have black gangs.. like bloods and crips?" The looks on the other boys' and mom's face was PRICELESS. I was speechless. By far, made my day. (The mom told me the kid's dad was a police sheriff too, I wonder what his dad was teaching him.)
So, a few days ago when I found out about Travis, I had a lot to think about. Mainly, about the fact that I didn't want to miss out on anything that happened to my friends or loved ones. And I made a decision. I emailed Andy telling him that I still wanted him to be a part of my life. I told him that I didn't want see him or even hang out or anything. I just wanted to know he's okay, and be able to talk (email) to him every now and then to catch up. After what happened with my friend, I just want to know what's going on. I don't want to not know. Especially now that Obama decided to send out more troops, he might end up being one of them.
No matter what his response is, or lack of response, at least I know that I made an effort. If his wife decides she wants me to "fuck off" as she's said before, that's her decision and opinion and I'll respect it. But, I want to hear it from him, not her. I told him that even if he didn't care, it was still something I need to say. Basically, no matter what happens now, I can start the new year with a clean slate without thinking about what I should've or could've done. I didn't want to look back and regret not taking that last step to savage what was left of our relationship.
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let's start with the basics. the name's leslie. i was born on october 3rd, dont forget. i'm half chinese and half vietnamese. and no, i can't speak chinese to save my life. i'm a sister, friend, student, and kodak photographer. i'm the baby of the family and yes, i love it. i live with 3 older brothers and my parents in the valley. trying pull my life together and get as far from here as i can. now let's move on.
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think twice before you judge me. first impressions arent always accurate.
family, friends, and school are my priorities. never fake, always true. true to myself, true to my friends, my family, my faith. .
i've been hurt before, i've fallen time and time again. eventually, i move on and grow stronger with every problem i endure.
i can be the most random and happy person you'll ever meet or the biggest bitch you've ever talked to, that all depends on you. i won't deal with any bullshiet, give me the respect i deserve and i'll do the same for you.
my trust is hard to gain, easy to lose. i have no tolerance for liars or cheaters.
music is my therapy and writing will always be my escape. singing keeps me calm.
fall and winter are my favorites. give me a rainy day cuddled up on the couch and i'll be all smiles.
coffee. tiger lilies. white roses. toki doki. cars. pool tables. bowling. milk chocolate w/ toffee.
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