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On Sunday, January 31, 2010 at 5:45 PM post a comment at 2:33 PM Keeping a secret from me is comparable to telling a lie to my face. Fuck you. post a comment time to start fresh On Friday, January 29, 2010 at 10:48 AM It's been a long few days. I hate people. Rookies. Seriously, you took my car just to jack my rims and deck. Didn't even strip the car. You jacked my pillows, for fuck's sake, you're pathetic. I realized that car has been giving me the worst of luck ever since my break up. I should've caught on to the signs. But, it's fine. Fix the ignition and the car is going on Craigslist. I'm done with Hondas. I'm done with the Civic. I've been done. The money from the sale will be going into my Miata. My true baby, my love. I can't wait to drive you tonight <3 post a comment bunnies On Tuesday, January 26, 2010 at 11:46 PM ![]() I don't like Hello Kitty much. But the bunny suit was too cute to pass by. I recently told my mom that I wanted to adopt another kitty. But she informed me that my dad is allergic to cats. I wish he had told me this when Andy and I adopted Emma and Amy. I would have never had them at the house if I had known. I felt bad. But they didn't want me make me feel bad about it, or Andy feel awkward. So, they never told me until recently. I asked them if it was okay for me to get another bunny (I had when I was younger, traumatizing experience). My dad agreed to let me have a bunny, only if I threw out two bags of clothes and kept my room clean. Simple enough. What my dad doesn't realize is, I already have a bag worth of clothes I'm willing to donate. Another bag can easily be filled. My closest is overstuffed as is. lol. I think he thought he could win by making this compromise. post a comment annoyed by little girls On Thursday, January 21, 2010 at 10:14 PM Put on some clothes. It's cold out. Wipe off some of that make-up. It's not Halloween. Please, stop using "big" words; especially if you don't know how to use it in the right context. Silly, naive, fake. That's all you are and will be. Grow up. Please tell me I was never one of those girls. ---------------------------- OHHHHH! I just purchased KOOZA tickets for Diana and myself. I'm so excited. I haven't been this excited about anything in a long time. hehe. post a comment On Monday, January 18, 2010 at 6:28 PM you lied. post a comment On Saturday, January 16, 2010 at 7:03 PM I realized I miss a lot of people and things. But, they cannot be restored, or even replaced. ---------------------------- "Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up? Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck? Are we getting closer, are we just getting more lost? I'll show you mine if you show me yours first Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words. We live on front porches and swing life away We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand" post a comment rawr On Thursday, January 7, 2010 at 1:21 PM ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() That was my New Years. Went to work, rushed home to change, got to Woolery's place around 5pm. About 14+ Miatas headed out to Coconut Bay around 7pm. Table for 25, please. By 930pm, we were off to KINOD. It was a great turnout. I haven't seen that many people come out since our anniversary meet. Saw some old familiar faces and met some awesome people, including my twin. Overall, it was a great night. ---------------------------- I went to dinner with my brothers, cousin, cousin's girlfriend, and her siblings last night to celebrate my cousin's birthday. I forgot how much I love spending time with everyone. It was nice. We decided to go watch Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakquel. It was SUCH an adorable film. heh. I loved it compared to the first one. ---------------------------- I finally got a chance to speak to Keo again. He always knew how to make me smile. I was kind of sad that we didn't get to talk for a bit longer. But, he's busy. Work's been busy. Getting ready for a deployment in March. 7 months isn't so bad. He'll be home by the holidays. Hopefully, he'll be home on my birthday again, like last time. lol. It would be a nice birthday present. ---------------------------- I think, I want to paint my car a Midnight Blue with a purple pearl. But, we'll see.---------------------------- I had a really strange dream last night. There was a guy in my bed that irritated me and I wanted him to leave, but he wouldn't. He just kept trying to hit on me, and he was on his laptop. I remember trying to push him off my bed. It didn't work. There was also a really cute puppy running through my blankets and covers. He was white and fluffy. It reminded me of Jolie when she was a puppy.Titi was also in my room. But, she was in my closet chasing after some other furry creature. It turned out to be my kitty Emma. She looked exactly like she did when we first adopted her. Small, black, shy, and very chill. She was hiding in my closet, in the same spot she loved to sleep in. At first, she wouldn't let me hold her, I couldn't catch her. When I finally got her in my hands, it turned out it wasn't Emma at all. But it was Amy. My little white kitty, my baby. It made more sense as to why I couldn't catch her. Amy was "evil" as everyone liked to say. She wouldn't let anyone hold her, not unless she wanted you to. She was selfish, spoiled. She usually only came to me; she was only nice to her momma. She would lay on my chest and suckle on her paws til she fell asleep. It was exactly like that in my dream. I finally caught her, she started suckling her paws, got sleepy, and fell asleep in my hands. I miss that kitty more than I miss my ex. Sad, but true. Anyways, after Amy fell asleep. I was sitting on the floor in my room playing with the new puppy. Once again, I tried getting the guy to leave. He finally agreed, cause by then I was getting really pissed off. So he gets up and walks out. I decide to change clothes. So, I close the door and start taking off my shirt, then the guy opens my door and stands there like a dumbass, staring. I tell him to close the door, but he doesn't and my mom walks by. She starts yelling at me. I try to explain what had just happened but before I can finish, I am awake. Strange dream indeed.. post a comment derek hates me for this but... On Tuesday, January 5, 2010 at 7:41 PM post a comment |
about me
let's start with the basics. the name's leslie. i was born on october 3rd, dont forget. i'm half chinese and half vietnamese. and no, i can't speak chinese to save my life. i'm a sister, friend, student, and kodak photographer. i'm the baby of the family and yes, i love it. i live with 3 older brothers and my parents in the valley. trying pull my life together and get as far from here as i can. now let's move on. ------------------------------------------- think twice before you judge me. first impressions arent always accurate. family, friends, and school are my priorities. never fake, always true. true to myself, true to my friends, my family, my faith. . i've been hurt before, i've fallen time and time again. eventually, i move on and grow stronger with every problem i endure. i can be the most random and happy person you'll ever meet or the biggest bitch you've ever talked to, that all depends on you. i won't deal with any bullshiet, give me the respect i deserve and i'll do the same for you. my trust is hard to gain, easy to lose. i have no tolerance for liars or cheaters. music is my therapy and writing will always be my escape. singing keeps me calm. fall and winter are my favorites. give me a rainy day cuddled up on the couch and i'll be all smiles. coffee. tiger lilies. white roses. toki doki. cars. pool tables. bowling. milk chocolate w/ toffee. |
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